Beware, for I am your Anti-Friend

What is wrong with me? In less than 2 months, I've alienated 2 friends, one I consider a close friend. And I am painfully aware of the fact that I brought it all upon myself. Even if I do get forgiven one day, it won't be the same anymore, will it? Ah.. the ever-changing nature of relationships...

I really am such a jerk, aren't I?